Feeling a Little Self-Conscious

In the last seven or so months I have had four hair cuts, one of those being today. And to be honest, I feel like my odds are bad since three of the four hair cuts have turned out to be not at all what I expected. Today was number three of the questionable hair cuts, and it's left me feeling a little self-conscious. I don't even feel ok enough with it to put a picture up! I have seen this hair cut on people here before and thought that it was cute on them, but now that it is on my head I keep thinking it's not me and it's this weird day dream I will wake up from. In the couple hours since getting it done, I have washed and restyled my hair, and figured out that my comfort with going make-up-less through out my day has been thwarted. Because for some reason, on me, this hair cut needs that finishing touch of make-up. Yeah it's pretty crazy and much much different than anything I have had before. So now I will leave you to the guessing of what it looks like, and a picture will go up as soon as I am ready.