Where does a person go from here.

I find myself ever humbled by God this week. It was supposed to be a busy week, but instead I was hit with a cold that kept me at home for a couple days. I am still recovering, but it's hard to feel like you can't do anything. In some ways it brought out other things too since I finally had time to think. Business can often be used to mask an issue, and until you stop you don't realize it's there. I know I would amaze you if I went into detail, but sorry no surprises today. Basically, I am sitting here asking where do I go now? I feel useless to do anything, but I am sure that is where God wants me. I must leave my burdens at his feet and leave them there. It's hard but I know I need it because I can't handle these things. I was reading the first few chapters of Luke this morning, and the part that so strongly stood out to me was when the angel told Mary that anything is possible with God. I have been thinking about this phrase all week long because we watched The Nativity in our women's Bible discussion this week. It's an amazing movie, as is Amazing Grace, which we watched just a couple weeks ago. Maybe God is using movies to break through right now, but no matter what I feel lost and humbled. It's a good place, but hard place to be. I need this though.

A little encouragement came to me yesterday. I was walking home last night and was freezing because it's been unusually cold, and I realized snow was hitting my face. Too bad it's not cold enough to even make it to the ground, but it's snow none the less.